oh no~~

i really really stress on it~ n i found tat no one else is consider my training, becos they jus ask about yk. (i noe u will cit, if u come n take a look, pls dun mind wat i type here, jus let me release all my feeling, sry) i really wan to do my best ald, but sometimes i really stress until dun noe wat can i do~ i care about others feeling n wat they c about me.hiaz... i really jus can say hiaz.....

i dun noe which day i kena pengsan, becos i really feel bad in tis kinder, tat wat i din say out loud~ i noe i nid to face it, becos tis the way i choose, i will do my best in the day i still can control my emoction. i dun noe tat wat will i do if 1 day i out of control.... i will feel so sry about tat, but i think the day wont be come. i will kip everything in my heart after the training...

i wish can faster go off about tis training~