Study mood??

Is coming exam already, left 1 week and 2 lecture. But..... WHY i don't have study mood? Is it the semester too short and make me feel like haven't finish my 2 subject? Or already anti- dispute of exam stress?? Anyway, I need to work hard and put effort on this 2 subject. Can't think the nonsense, it make me crazy, STOP thinking!!

One another thing is I finally give this blog address to 1 of my sister. She asking me why i want to give her my blog that I did not publish out. Now, I tell you the reason. Before I did not publish out is because I found that something I need to keep as a secret and nobody will know until the last but when I keep doing this i feel like very irritating. Although i have a place to say out what I'm thinking but i can't find a person to hear my voice in heart when i meet problem. Maybe is I'm not really trust people although we are very close. So that day i think about it, and i feel like i need to trust a person that close to me and when i meet problem she will accompany me, that why i let you know. In the following days, I will let the others know. The one you mention that day. I need to trust you all. You all will help me keep the secret.

I miss everyone. Did not lateh together for a long time. When we can meet again for lateh??

不开心的一篇

心情烂到一个点，不过我能和谁倾诉啊？我能哭吗？似乎不能了～我有什么资格哭啊？又不是小孩子了，哭到几大声还是没人给我资源啊？那为什么我要哭？

我或许跟到的朋友都能开玩笑的吧～所以遇到一个不能开玩笑的我反而很不爽，而且是到一个界限，快要骂人的那种！！我又不是故意的啦～我都道歉了！！真的不能深交啊，不然我应该会疯掉～hiaz........

不明白很多事的发展，不知道几时轮到我～不过能确定的是我要疯掉了～完全！！今天真的很不开心脑中盘旋着一些无谓的事情～我又能怎样？能不能把我的脑砍下来，不让我去想啊～我要的只是快乐～